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God Put A Smile Upon Your Face

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It StingsIt Stings   
The blinding light,  The cold, rigid fright.  It stings; this engulfing sensation.  I'm lost, now, beyond redemption.   
The silence tends to deafen,  The room fills with tangible tension.  My head, it spins; my chest is tight.  I can't take this for one more night.   
Tell me everything will be alright.  Make me believe; I won't fight.  I'm losing my sanity; my comprehension,  Lost now beyond recollection.   
I'm hiding behind the indentation,  Everything gone with a simple realisation.  I can't see from this height,  It all disap It Stings
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I Give UpI Give Up   
I give up.  I'm sick of the bullshit.  I can't hear myself think;  Somoene's banging against my ear drums,  In a pattern I can't quite remember,  But can never forget.  I'm lost in the rhythm,  
Trying depserately to find my way again.  But I know it's done,  Nothing can be changed.  I know I'm lost forever.  So I give up.   
Wake me up when it's all over... I Give Up
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UnimpressiveU N I M P R E S S I V E   
Under the mask,  No one sees my pain.  I try to be brave,  More than anyone realises.  Pushing past this,  Requires strength I don't have.  Everything is so desolate, now;  So black,  So cold.  I'm spinning out of control;  Values become lost in translation.  Every heartache being amplified under the mircoscope.   
I guess I'm just unimpressive... Unimpressive
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SmallSmall   
Here I sit,  Alone, yet again.  Surrounded by others; quite isolated.   
How do their minds work?  How does one decipher their thoughts?  I'm hanging on the edge of sanity,  With my fingertips.   
You said 'Friends',  Which should be good, right?  It should mark a beginning; an alliance.  ...wrong.   
It signals the end;  The end of my chance - my opportunity.  The ship has sailed and I'm not on it.   
I'm surrounded by others; quite isolated.  Alone, yet again.  Here. I sit, here.   
I'm so small, no one can see... Small
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19 Candles, Man. I'm Gettin' Old... - 12

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 4:13 AM
It's my birthday today, people. I'm 19. No longer the care-free, legal-in-Ireland 18... no, no. I'm 19, now. I'm legal in Canada now, too. So, I'm legal everywhere except the US... which is okay, 'cause I don't plan on visiting there until I decide to go to Vegas for my 21st anyway lol

But yeah, it's pretty weird.

People keep asking me 'What does it feel like?'

And my answer is always the same; 'In my head, I'm 18 forever...'

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  • Mood: Shocked
  • Listening to: This is an Emergency - The Piegon Detectives
  • Reading: ... over my journal entry
  • Watching: The Fast and the Furious (4)
  • Playing: TETRIS! (I CAN'T Freakin' Get Away From it!)
  • Eating: Black peppercorn and sea salt Kettle Chips =D
  • Drinking: Water

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"Screw normal, okay. 'Cause if you're normal, the crowd will accept you. But if you're deranged, the crowd will make you their leader!" - Christopher Titus

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Ireland (But I'm from Canada)
  • Interests: Music, Writing and Languages
  • Favourite movie: Too many to list!
  • Favourite band or musician: Coldplay (But I have many others)
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock (But I'm quite eclectic)
  • Favourite poet or writer: At the moment; Wilfred Owen (Poet)
  • Favourite style of art: Most of the time, Abstract
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative ZEN
  • Favourite game: Pacman, Mario or 'Need For Speed' Games
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse
  • Personal Quote: I am just a human being. Yes I ache; yes I bleed...
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen or a pencil, a piece of paper and my imagination!

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~AngelaDeLaCruz Oct 31, 2009, 11:18:48 AM
Thanks for the favs!

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~x--lalla--x Aug 18, 2009, 9:24:19 AM
thanks for the watch, too!! :love:

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~x--lalla--x Aug 18, 2009, 12:53:59 AM
thank you for :+fav:!!

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~Steffisan Aug 13, 2009, 12:01:41 PM
Thanks for the fave x

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*SM-Fanatic-Club Jun 18, 2009, 7:56:00 AM
hi ^^
thanks for the watch.
if you like to join the club, please send me a note. that would be great ;)

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~jesspo0ky Jun 5, 2009, 6:03:24 AM
STALKER!!! Mwhahahahahahaa
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~xOBitter-RealityOx Jun 5, 2009, 6:04:56 AM
I DENY these WILD aligations!

DENY, DENY, DENY!

*pokes you, then sticks tongue out and runs away*

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Yes I am a human being. Yes I ache; yes I bleed
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~jesspo0ky Jun 13, 2009, 5:37:16 PM
Ehehehe.. I lost my rambling button!
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Mood: Humor ~Snoopina Jun 3, 2009, 1:25:12 PM
Thanks for the fave! Ireland is really wonderful as everyone tells about?
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=mode-de-vie May 22, 2009, 4:22:32 AM
Thank you very much for the recent favorite! :) :heart:

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